Something Secret (2007)

Something Secret

You probably feel

Like nothing good is coming your way.

Tired of life, scared to hope,

Shying away from the light

I tell you, don't hide yourself away.

For a moment it may seem

That time decided to work against you

Against your dreams

And if the world would fall

Don't stop saving it

Don't stop trying.

Because you know

Something secret sleeping in your heart

It's this waiting that's killing it

So wake up and start

To tackle darkness with courage

Uncertainty with hope

And knowing that in the end

This secret won't be all your own.

Love Song :) (2008)

This is my love song for you
And I will sing it out of tune
Because I'm too crazy to sing this right
It's silly but it's true. And...

I think I've gone a bit overboard crazy
They find me drunk at lunch from being your baby.
Oh, you make me mad at the moon
When I look back on all the ones that have made me

The girl they like to call a little bit crazy, oh-oh, oh. It's you.

You've got me singing out of tune.

I can't help but love the way you laugh
The way you double up when I kiss you back

The way we play love like little kids
When you take my hand I slap it away
I'll take a hug and a kiss on any day

I think I've gone a little crazy
I'm singing out of tune
This is my love song for you
You make me mad at the moon.

For a while I have tried
To find someone who'll keep me on the ground
But I know it will be meaningless
I'll still be singing this out of tune
And I'd rather be with you. :)

Great Way to Be

Open windows let in a sigh, I look out at a beautiful summer night. The laptop is open, I've got work to do, but all I've been doing is thinking of you. Music is playing, I'm singing out loud, these words are dancing, I want you around. I might have to hate you to get me some peace, but no.

This feeling is too sweet to ignore
Sure it hurts but then I'd be bored

I'm going out jogging tonight, I'll smell flowers and grass, sweet scents of the past. That's the road I grew up in, where I climbed up the clouds and you saw me. We never thought you'd have me, it took us by surprise, blood started to rise. And then we were gone, the stars hindered our flight. And yes they were right, you needed her light.

This feeling is too sweet to ignore
Sure it hurts but then I'd be bored

I see how you've grown now, and yes I am proud, I'm so silly, you're wise, this is the path I'll follow now. The next bend is yours, we'll meet someday and then, somehow, somewhere, we'll grow up again. That's the chair we sat on, she plotted your dreams. This love will take you higher, I'll watch from the trees.

This feeling is too sweet to ignore
Sure it hurts but then I'd be bored

Here's your silly girl, who grew up with clouds. She fell to the ground and was laughing out loud when you found her, grass stains were stuck to her face. The skirt was all over, she's tangled in lace.

Brown eyes that meet, who knew each other before, will always remember being kids on the floor. Wrestling on backyards and fighting for cake, he ate all the burnt pies she started to bake.

Caring for kittens, and laughing till night, she broke tita's dishes, he hid them in fright. Wanting to hold her, that very first day, when she told him at last, I'm moving away.

This feeling is too sweet to ignore
Sure it hurts but then I'd be bored

They swung across rivers, on frayed ropes, you see.
And that in itself, is a great way to be.

Stars

Here it is, the roof I fell from, straight to hell, half in love with you.
You grabbed my hand and hauled me back, hurtling to the stars and said, Scorched and tired lands are not enough for you, we laughed. There you go, hit high on endless skies, lost in eternity.

How can you know me so well, when I said I'd never let anyone in. Just shows how big a fool I've been, to keep the world out while you danced, smiling and lonely, so beautiful a boy to distract me.

Before I knew it, the waves were gone and it's low tide tonight
Back in the shore you stand and wave, half love and spark on your lips, I'm grinning madly with disbelief, you got through to me. Here it is, the glow of light, beating steadily against my heart

Your hands are warm against me, a slight tremble, and there it is again, that gentle laugh as we lie on the grass and wrestle, brilliant fire explodes in the sky. You'd never let me fly away from you because I'd fall, too blind to see. Strange, I'd fall like a lightning ball, straight and through, diving to the sea.

How can you know me so well, when I said I'd never let anyone in. Just shows how big a fool I've been, to keep the world out while you danced, smiling and lonely, so beautiful a boy to distract me.

Get used to my arms around you, I can't escape.
Don't ever want to, I see myself lost in grace,
You see me as I never dared to dream
That I'd be immortal and beloved,
Like stars.

Not Half Way Through

You hurt me sleeping, and now, awake
Close my eyes to the sweetest ache, baby I want you.
Do I have to tell you, over and over flowers that bloom
on a moonlit night, hey your toes are all frozen
Warm them by the lamp light, I laugh. You left too soon.

I don't mind the cold, you smile and kiss me wide awake
I forgot my shoes.. you whisper. And I forgot my pants.. you kiss me.
You did not! I giggle. Fine, my pj's then, but I've missed so little.
I brought myself and I'm loving you. You make me wild just feelin' you.
I'd rather I forgot them all, sweetheart..

Shut your dirty mouth and kiss me, I cut in and
our laughter startle birds awake that night.

There's a chill in the air as we whisper..
Heat on our lips we can't fight it. You shouldn't be here
But you are, I love the way you came this far
Just to prove me wrong.

Coz I said, don't you dare come near here,
I'll hate you forever. There's nothing to talk about please don't
Listen to what your parents will say. Don't take that car out of the driveway
I don't want you here, but you didn't listen

And now we're caught in the brightest morning,
our bodies aching. I'm blinded by how high the sky is
How sweetly the stars shine. You're mine, he whispers.
You're mine.

And when light is breaking and the folks are stirring,
We remove ourselves from the nest we're making
For the next night and tonight, we're never through
I'm not half way through making love to you.

Stop it now, you whisper as you grip my wrist tight.
The deed is done, and you're running a mile today
I know you deny me girl, I can't make you stay.
But look out tonight, when the world's asleep

I'll be here with you, I'll be in so deep.
You might brush me off and say we're through
But I can see your lie coz you want me to.
Baby I'm crazy, I don't know what to do
I'm not half way done falling in love with you.

Bride

There's a bride in the restroom I hide in the cubicle
Cameramen wait in the hallway outside
She calls to me, asks me to be there
Women crowd around her and stare

Thinking, I want to be you.
I wanna be the girl he's gonna be married to.

The sequins glisten and her eyes sparkle
I'll comb her hair and make him wonder
Is it possible to have someone, so perfect and fair
He'll never know I do her hair.

Doors open, it's camera, action
He steps out of the room, I see the attraction
I whisper to the bride. But honestly, are you sure?
She beams with pride, I want to hide.

He walks past me, she's perfect for you
I close my eyes and remember the scent of that fateful afternoon
But she's in love and you're in love with her...

I.

Today I can smile again, finally
In a way that doesn't distract me.
You're gone and I'm gone
We'll be moving on.

The day shines brighter
And now I'm much stronger
I'm sad to leave you behind
But you had that in mind.

Chorus:
And so today is the last day
I'll ever think of you
I might slip, I guess. But bit by bit
My dream will come true

I'll forget how your lips felt
And how you say a couple of words
I won't be living my life with regret
That will be yours.

II.

It's not that I hate you
You were nice enough, that's for sure
It's not that I don't want you happy
But babe, I was the cure you were lookin' for

And now you've let me slip by you
You know that much is true
You'll spend some days just thinking of me
And I won't think of you.

(Repeat Chorus)

Bridge:

But that's the way it all has to end
You're my lover, now my friend
Everything will change for you
But for me, I'm going places
I won't think of you.